Endorphins

I've been going through it Been losing my mind Why do I feel like I'm running out of time Claim that I'm happy, tell myself lies Tryna see the other side Tryna stay alive Always trapped in the same four walls Doesn't really feel like I'm living at all At all Maybe I just need endorphins endorphins endorphins Maybe I just need endorphins endorphins endorphins Maybe I just need something, something to keep going Maybe I just need endorphins I just need endorphins Wake up in the morning with a cigarette Wash it down with a bottle of regret Spending money I should really keep Hoping it will bring me peace Living in a cycle Feel I'm going psycho Maybe this is life though for a little while Living in a cycle Feel I'm going psycho Maybe I just need endorphins endorphins endorphins Maybe I just need endorphins endorphins endorphins Maybe I just need something, something to keep going Maybe I just need endorphins Maybe I just need endorphins