Alone

I can recall the smell of your Mercedes

And I can taste the chlorine on your skin

Nothin' is clear, been a year, and we still haven't spoken

And the boys that are new don't like it

Don't make me laugh like you do

Monica said your new girl ain't that pretty

Is that why you don't be postin' pics with her?

I know that I said it was over, but maybe I fucked up

'Cause I'm drunk and I wanna call up

Don't even know what I want

Oh

Am I just gonna die alone?

You must have my heart in a trap, 'cause I want you back

Put up with you first if I knew I couldn't make it last

Now I'm like, goddamn

I'm talkin' 'bout, oh

Am I just gonna die alone?

Wish I could delete you and me in your memories

Took your pictures down, but they're poppin' up in my dream

Tell me, what does it mean?

Mom always said that I was too good for ya, yeah

You hardly made enough to pay your bills

I'm losin' it now that I bounced, but when we were together

I didn't think about you half as much

How did you get me so stuck?

I'm thinkin', oh

Am I just gonna die alone?

You must have my heart in a trap, 'cause I want you back

Put up with you first if I knew I couldn't make it last

Now I'm like, goddamn

I'm talkin' 'bout, oh

Am I just gonna die alone?

Wish I could delete you and me in your memories

Took your pictures down, but they're poppin' up in my dream

Tell me, what does it mean?