Blank

Shattered like the glass

That casts a rainbow

Across the back of your holy man

What's the plan

I don't have one

I have no one

Smoothest of glass

Reflecting my past

It doesn't seem far away

Time passed so fast

I knew it wouldn't last

But it felt just like yesterday

Isn't it obvious that I haven't been myself

I'm nothing but a shell

My bones

My teeth

My skeleton

How did I think you could ever notice

Notice that I've been trying harder than I ever have before

I'm trying to understand why I do the things I do

Why I say the things I say but I can't

Nothing coming out of my mouth makes sense

I know that

I'm wishy-washy, insecure and totally confusing

But so are you

You push me away time and time again

And I persist

But we're not talking about you now and I understand that

We're not talking about how selfish you can be

We're not talking about everything wrong

We're talking about everything wrong with me

I get it

I know you said not to say sorry so much and I promise

I'm not

Lord help me I'm alone again