Choose Life

All those black clouds up in the sky beneath my skin

Every time I wake up it gets harder to breathe

Seems like it's every day the same

No cure, no remedy for me

My heart, it feels like violence

No power to break the silence

As much my head denies the search for love

At least, at least I tried

It breeds in my veins

Have I realized, that this is not okay?

That I am not okay

And this painful kind of shame

All those nights I laid awake, crying for no reason

Have I realized that it breeds in my veins

It feels like my final goodbye (goodbye)

Please help me to complete me

When my hope is gone

You could be my savior

All those black clouds up in the sky beneath my skin

Every time I wake up it gets so much harder to breathe

All those black clouds up in the sky beneath my skin

Every time I wake up it gets so much harder to breathe

What if I choose death?

My problems may be solved

But I leave so much sadness

I have to choose life

I have to shine, to be bright

Let this black veil far behind

I know it will be killing me

But I have to try defeating it

I have to shine, to be bright

Let this black veil far behind

It may be killing me

Seems like it's every day the same

No cure, no remedy for me

My heart, it feels like violence

No power to break the silence

As much my head denies the search for love

At least, at least I tried

It breeds in my veins

Have I realized, that this is not okay?

That I am not okay

And this painful kind of shame

All those nights I laid awake, crying for no reason

Have I realized that it breeds in my veins

(I can't find my way back to life)

It feels like my final goodbye

Please help me to complete me

When my hope is gone

You could be my savior

All those black clouds up in the sky beneath my skin

Every time I wake up it gets so much

All those black clouds up in the sky beneath my skin

Every time I wake up it gets so much harder to breathe

What if I choose death?

My problems may be solved

But I leave so much sadness

I have to choose life