Here Today Gone Today

Look Ns be dying on the daily Couldn't visualize It be my na since a baby Writing paragraphs unnoticed Cause every body be so focused On these Instagram woman Showing ass while they scrolling Can't lie I'm a victim to it Had to put my phone down When I'm recording music No distractions in my studio Every single day feel like a movie roll Living a routine it's getting to me yo Realized that I was doing Too much chilling That it blurred the vision Nas be jealous When you on a mission Had to stop telling my plans They gon block the blessings Staying ten toes down With all the shit I stepped in But I'm more like Denzel Just with a lethal weapon Yeah it's the third But I'm never second Got a number one perspective Focused on the future Never living in the present I be too hard on myself Cause I know Satan got a death wish But I'm blessed highly favored I got God up on my conscious My pops reading the word Since the day that he retired And granny gettin old It's not too much that she remember I miss getting them $100 cards Every December And they say I'm moving hot It feel like summer in November Every beat you know I walk You would've thought My name was Kemba And city nights I be cooking Out of a midtown mansion She peep my grind and respect it Forever my companion So light one up for my babygirl I give her the world Forget the sex I'm in love with your mind We opposites But we attract And that's how we combine Just know I'm getting you that ring But its gon take some time I hope your parents put they pride To side whenever I make u mine Caught up in they habits With no vision swear they blind To the fact That you really date a n Who gon treat you different It shouldn't matter About my colored skin Or my religion Damn This beat really got me venting Reminiscing junior year When I recorded this the ending It make my soul sing When I look up and see my ns That I lost in 2020 Wish this year never existed But I promise y'all I'm on it til I'm in a grave Put me in a mausoleum Right under the shade Or as a tree Cause I'm here to stay This year I learned You could be here today And gone today Put me in a mausoleum Right under the shade This year I learned You could be here today And gone today