Distance

Honestly, I'm embarrassed

I've been so fucking careless

Caught in my fucking ways

You should not have to wait

I've been so fucking selfish

Insecure 'cause I'm jealous

I want nobody with ya

Still got my sneaky link ups

I know I'm wrong for that

Guess these are my confessions

I know I lied so many times that I believed my answers

I know I made you wait

You shouldn't have to wait

Used to beg me to stay

You shouldn't have to stay

You went and found an athlete

Now I hate fuckin' athletes

I was too fuckin' flashy

I couldn't keep it classy

You found somebody wealthy

He gets more paper than me

Honestly, I'm embarrassed

Booked a one way to Paris

'Cause when it gets like this, I need distance

I'm on a twelve-hour flight with just my feelings

It can get like this in an instant

Soon as I get to thinkin' that **** done fucked you like I did

Lick and sucked you like I did

Does he touch you like I did? Like I did

**** done fucked you like I did

Lick and sucked you like I did

Does he touch you like I did? Like I did

Now all of a sudden

You don't owe me nothing to tell me whoever he is

Fuck whoever he is

Fuck whoever he is

Depression, obsession is selfish

Somehow just drownin' inside my depression is helpin'

It really ain't helping, no, it ain't helping, no, it ain't helping, no

This shit ain't healthy, this shit ain't healthy, this isn't healthy

Booked you a flight to come out to me, you didn't take it

That was the moment I realised we wouldn't make it

Ego was hurt so I went to the port and I booked me a ticket

Had to get missing, I had to get distant

It's in my stomach, this fuckin' hurts, fuck

'Cause when it gets like this, I need distance

I'm on a twelve-hour flight with just my feelings

It can get like this in an instant

Soon as I get to thinkin' that **** done fucked you like I did

Lick and sucked you like I did

Does he touch you like I did? Like I did

**** done fucked you like I did

Lick and sucked you like I did

Does he touch you like I did? Like I did

Now all of a sudden

You don't owe me nothing to tell me whoever he is

Fuck whoever he is

Fuck whoever he is