Final Letter

I ask myself every day what I'm still doing here? I fucking hate this place, I fucking everything We're all just wasting space I mean we populate just to waste the little time we have Where's the fucking sense in that? I've had to watch my friends die while I just sat on the sidelines And I swear to god I tried my best to be there I hope you know That I really do care But I've been stuck in the same place I see these four walls With no escape, no escape from it all I've been digging my own grave I see these four walls With no escape, no escape from it all Locked myself away Because I hate this fucking place Now there's no escape The walls that kept you safe Are now your fucking grave But I've been stuck in the same place I see these four walls With no escape, no escape from it all I've been digging my own grave I see these four walls With no escape, no escape from it all This was not what I wanted To view the world in such a hateful way That I'm so jaded No one here to save me I pushed them all away In such a spiteful way that I'm so faded Misdirection left me disconnected To the world I thought I knew The misconception We have self-direction But you're all just following everyone else