When I'm Like This

It's funny how it's sunny out and all I think about

Is how I'm still sad on the inside

You know the words to calm me down

But no offense, I know 'em all by now

I'm afraid I'll scream and shout

And I don't want you there when it comes out

I shouldn't mind it

'Cause you don't mind it

But I don't like me when I'm like this

It's hard to explain, I just get in my way

I don't wanna be reminded

Of time that I waste on trying to change my own version of a crisis

I just wanna love me when I'm like this

I'm sorry I apologize

And also sorry that I said I'm sorry the first time

There'll be days I've stole away

But honey, I will try to meet halfway

Put me down on solid ground

But there'll be times when I just float around

I shouldn't mind it

'Cause we always find it

But I don't like me when I'm like this

It's hard to explain, I just get in my way

I don't wanna be reminded

Of time that I waste on trying to change my own version of a crisis

Why can't I just love me when I'm like this?

My own version of a crisis

Do you love me when I'm like this?