Battling My Spirit

Who made this beat?

Feel like **** want me gone, that shit crazy

(Twysted Genius, baby)

I even got to look at my family different

Shit never had to be like this

I've been battling with myself (Self)

Battling my spirit (Spirit)

I been talking out loud to God

I just hope he hear it (He ain't hear it)

You ain't never had **** change up on you

So you ain't know the feeling (Feeling)

My Mama said I need love (Love)

But I just need some healing (Healing)

I done lost some loved ones I loved the most

That shit made me hate love (I hate it)

I don't even want to be close to my fans

I don't want no hugs (Yeah)

Had to boss up to get my business straight

But I still hang around thugs (Around goons)

I just want the money (Yeah)

I don't want the love

My brother work three jobs

And he living check by check (Check)

And that shit hurt my heart

I just hope that I'm not next (Oh God)

I done seen real **** turn fake

I done seen fake **** get praised

I done seen bad bitches get on

I done seen boss bitches get played

I hope my son don't grow up like me

Son, just be a man (Yeah)

But he only one

So I know he don't understand (He don't)

**** I grew up with gon' try to kill 'cause who I am (Yeah)

My grandma said she pray for me, she just tell me to keep my head high

**** try to slide (Slide)

Once and twice (Slide)

All them **** seen was some red dyes (Dyes)

My little **** a stepper (Stepper)

He been playin Call of Duty too much all he want is some headshots

We drink wok pints to the head (Wok)

I made a opp bitch give me head (Head)

Fuck that heart, just want my bread (I just want bread)

I know **** want me dead

So I keep winnin', ahead

I didn't realize what you said

I've been battling with myself (Self)

Battling my spirit (Spirit)

I been talking out loud to God

I just hope he hear it (He ain't hear it)

You ain't never had **** change up on you

So you ain't know the feeling (Feeling)

My Mama said I need love

But I just need some healing

I done lost some loved ones I loved the most

That shit made me hate love

I don't even want to be close to my fans

I don't want no hugs

Had to boss up to get my business straight

But I still hang around thugs

I just want the money

I don't want the love

Battling with my spirit

I been talking out loud to God

I just hope he hear it

You ain't never had **** change up on you

So you ain't know the feeling

My Mama said I need love

But I just need some healing