Lost Letter

Broken records what I'm sounding like

But I'm tryna change the words 'cause they ain't sounding right

I did everything I could to make you trust in me

In the end my actions proved I ain't the grounded type

I see you lurking on the gram still

Fake profiles

Alleviating your mind

I feel the look of your eyes

You know I understand still

We at a stand still

Your heart and mine

Right one

But what's the right one with

The wrong place and time

Damn

Make no mistake I cried

Didn't show it

But the day I had to go

It was hardest thing for me

To have to say goodbye

Oh I

Know why

You cry

'Cause I lie

Though I

Deny

The light

Is bright

In my eyes

Interrogate my soul

Find the reason why you hate me so

I want for you to gain control

Even though it's hard to let you go

And you know I still think about you

I hope this finds you

I'm sorry

I know forgiveness ain't a option so

I ain't even gonna ask why you blocked me so

Why you no longer speak to my sister no

Just the way we cope

Looking at how far we go

To erase the past

Sometimes I wish I never met you

At least I wouldn't have to forget you

Spending countless nights

Tryna fight

All my urges to text you

If I was you I would've been vexed too

Wasn't picture perfect

But a picture still

I know it's been while

But I miss you still

I didn't recognise

What we had was real

And I'm the one that screwed it up

That's the hardest pill

Damn

They say it's dark before the dawn

But lately I been sleeping through the morn'

I'm too busy weatherin' the storm to

See the sunrise

Diverting my eyes

Ain't deserving your time

But I hope my letter you find

Goodbye

Also I don't need space but I do get

If you need space

So what if I just give you space?