Can't Heal

Do you know how hard I tried but I fail Do you know that I tried my best but I lose Don't you know I'm so envious I've got nothing Dead to this world cause I'm all alone Time goes by another wasted year there's no way out I lose myself to another fear I've lost again Deviously low scum is what I've become I want you to die But that's just a lie because I've never changed I feel my hatred about to explode Feel my anger consume you whole You're weak cause life was kinder to you As for me my goal is to make sure you learn what's misery My feelings are gone I'm numb inside I feel they steal I can't heal cause that's my deal My feelings are gone I'm numb inside I feel they steal I can't heal cause that's my deal We won't rot alone the ones we hate Their ends will comfort my hate My plans were set long ago Destroy all the hopes that you've known Crush all your silly dreams You're life aint as perfect as it seems Now feel my hatred explode Now know my plans are a go Now I'll complete my revenge Now my lost dreams I'll avenge You could never understand Who I am what I am what I've become I will spit in your face Until I die for who I am And what I've become You could never understand Who I am what I am what I've become I will spit in your face until I die