Caught In the Carousel

Blinded by artificial light Can't stop drawing parallels I know that envy isn't kind But I'm caught in the carousel They move so smooth, fucking ooze Elegance is automatic Watch them drool, fucking cool Influence is systematic Am I good enough? Am I good enough? Doubts infecting my legs Bouncing up to my head Am I good enough? Am I good enough? Feeling it coming again Building my own prison Am I good enough? Will it ever be enough? Why don't I ever say Why don't I ever say exactly what I mean? Got a mouth that defies the laws of reason Every night spent alone, my thoughts surrender more cohesion Nothing new, I'm a fool Tend to be a bit dramatic Drug abuse keeps me loose Compelling and enigmatic Move so smooth, fucking ooze Atrophy is metastatic Watch me drool, fucking cool Devolution into panic Am I good enough yet? Am I good enough? Doubts infecting my legs Bouncing up to my head Am I good enough? Am I good enough? Feeling it coming again Building my own prison Am I good enough? Will it ever be enough?