Feelings

Still

Still

Still feel me, still

Still

Talked to my kid mom today

That was kind of hard

Sick of all the drama in my life

We ain't gotta start

How the **** we still holdin' grudges

You ain't got a heart

Either way, a **** life a movie

And you got a part

I was in a lot of dark

I don't never make excuses for myself

But how I came up was kind of hard

I was havin' battle scars

And I'm never speaking on the **** I did

'Cause when you bite, you don't gotta bark

These the years now, when he young

But my jit watchin'

Just 'cause we fell out of love

That ain't his problem

Every kid want a mommy and a papi

But how we gon' co-parent when it's sloppy?

Better not act like I ain't that ****

But I ain't cocky

Everybody watch me, I'm duckin' the paparazzi

Life was hittin' heavy, now I'm steady takin' Oxys

Hate it or love it, my life faster than a Mazi

Public record, yeah, but you ain't gotta sabotage me

Even though I'm more than generous, gotta rob me

'Stead of doing what you 'posed to, you try and dodge me

Gon' be here regardless, wanna do me like Demarcus

I don't want no problem, but just stop me when I'm flodgin'

Can't accept the fact you love me, keep tryna judge me

Granted, you gon' stay in position, but that's because me

Still feel me

I was real, but this the real real me

Hope you still feel me

All my real **** gotta feel me

If I don't talk about and it kill me

Hope you still feel me

I got love for you still, literally

I hate that we seein' **** differently

I can't let it get to me

I stay focused, I see **** vividly

Built for tough times that weren't meant for me

I don't want no sympathy

I could recognize whoever here for me

If I wasn't the **** I was meant to be

They wouldn't even hear from me

What it is? Go on, make it clear for me

I don't pay attention to the rear of me

Nah, they ain't hearing me

They respect me more than they be fearing me

When I wasn't winning, they weren't cheering me (For real)

Lost my brother, almost been a year for me

Go on, shed a tear for me

And I love you ****, still feel me

And your son could always come and chill with me

He could come and live with me

Gotta still feel me

Gave 'em the real me

Help 'em out, but he'll still kill me, damn

Never seen a **** real till me, damn

And this gave me the chills

Lil' bro know I didn't fold when he gave me the wheel

Till this day, he like the baby still

But he'll hit the switch and turn into a navy SEAL

I got diagnosed, but I don't want no crazy pills

I'm a real hustler, I don't want no lazy deals

If I execute this time, I'm makin' crazy mills

They tryna book me every day, I'm havin' stage appeal

I got burned once again, but I paid it still

I don't wanna tell you what a **** made for real

I don't wanna tell you where a **** came, for real

All the hunger, all the doubt, and all the pain was real

They know my name, for real

Herbo made a change, for real

And I got aunties that ain't met my baby still

But it's all good

I walk around with a smile like it's all good

I'm at a million dollar meeting, smell like all woods

I know they'll make a way for me, if y'all could

I been to war, but I'm still good in damn near all hoods

I could hear a **** diss me, it'd be all love

They wanna ask me how I feel, I give a small shrug

I was top ten, frontline, all thugs

I was locked in, ten summers, all blood

Uh, still feel me

I don't even want no ad libs on that

Uh, still feel me

That's why I want 'em to still feel me

I don't really talk much after the song

'Cause I just want you to listen