I just love it when I'm all alone

Cause the darkness is the home I know

Now I don't hear anybody else

When I'm dizzy, I don't take it slow yeah

Now I'm driving like a manic with the nose bleeds

Breathin' heavy I can feel my fuckin' heart beat

Feel the rush I get and I don't want no safety

Tryna love me all I feel is fuckin' empty, yeah

Lost myself inside a fuckin' halo, so no more halo's

And I don't want no fuckin' cape though, I'm not no hero

She walk up to me in stilettos, she just a fan though

I took one just to fuckin' feel ya, I like the pain so

All I see is red and I just wanna go

Now I feel my demons tryna push me to the edge alone

I'm just tryna drown out all the noise and pass a couple blows

Save yourself I'm racing

Kamikaze in a new Benz, huh

Hit her once and now she past tense, yeah

VV's dancing on my necklace huh

Keep it going I'm too reckless, yeah

Bury all my secrets six feet, huh

Now she wonders how my heart beats

She said, "oh your life a movie"

Baby welcome to the party yeah

Now I'm back again, numb and feeling so high

Brought her friends again, cut a couple snow lines

Now they on again, stripping to my songs

On her knees again, now she actin' bad again, uh

Pour a cup again, drinkin' till I fall again, yeah

Damaged souls again, tryna find my peace again, yeah

Celebrate again, people actin innocent, yeah

Now I'm numb again, gave into my habits but I'm

I'm tryna be a better man, but nevermind though

I see her coming right back to me with her eyes closed

I like her tongue, but never when she says my past though

I've done somethings you may not like but you're alright though

You love the thrill and so that's why you like my life no?

I touch her once and now she hittin' all those high notes

I got addicted to her presence cause the time slows

She got addicted to the way I flick my tongue oh

Yeah, I'm never sober now

Feel like imma yeah like I'm about to sin

No no I can't yeah no I could never see

Beauty cause I'm empty

Kamikaze in a new Benz, huh

Hit her once and now she past tense, yeah

VV's dancing on my necklace huh

Keep it going I'm too reckless, yeah

Bury all my secrets six feet, huh

Now she wonders how my heart beats

She said, "Oh your life a movie"

Baby welcome to the party yeah

You tried to love me but I promise baby u not alone

So many tried and got addicted cause I hit 'em and go

No I ain't proud of all the things but I'm just letting you know

Cause all I wanna do right now is just reckless alone

Kamikaze in a new Benz, huh

Hit her once and now she past tense, yeah

VV's dancing on my necklace huh

Keep it going I'm too reckless, yeah

Bury all my secrets six feet, huh

Now she wonders how my heart beats

She said, "Oh your life a movie"

Baby welcome to the party yeah

Now I gotta go, yeah

Now I gotta,

Now I gotta go, yeah

Now I gotta go

Now I gotta go yeah

Now I gotta go

Now I gotta go yeah

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