Chasing Shadows

I feel like a ghost

Looking for my way

To finally get some rest

And I'm stuck in the past

It should be dead and gone

But I can't help it

I'm so restless now

These walls know me better than I know myself

For what it's worth, I forgive you, but what if, what if

It's not enough to forget to keeping running, running

I don't ever wanna go back to who I once was

Chasing shadows in the dark but I'll never catch up

I know there's hope, I can feel it every time I wake up

But the memories are too hard for me to escape from

Cold ice creeping through the window

Tell me how did you know how to find me

Here in the dark

Dreaming of warmth and a spark

To take me back to the start

Where I left the best of me

And I can't seem to forget you

And it's getting harder to breathe inside this room

So tell me, if you can't help me

Then why do I rely on you?

For what it's worth, I forgive you, but what if, what if

It's not enough to forget to keeping running, running

I don't ever wanna go back to who I once was

Chasing shadows in the dark but I'll never catch up

I know there's hope, I can feel it every time I wake up

But the memories are too hard for me to escape from

For what it's worth, I forgive you, but what if, what if

It's not enough to forget to keeping running, running

I don't ever wanna go back to who I once was

Chasing shadows in the dark but I'll never catch up

I know there's hope, I can feel it every time I wake up

But the memories are too hard for me to escape from

For what it's worth, I forgive you, but what if, what if

It's not enough to forget to keeping running, running