歌词
The pain behind my eyes is real
It's something only I can feel
So I'm just sitting here
Writing words to heal
To Heal
Put my friends on delay
Cause I got way too much problems to way
But what if it is all a mistake
There has to be a way
Honestly, I wish that I could say that I could guarantee
That by May you'll still be here next to me
Typically my self doubt runs throughout my brain you see
And starting over sucks it's turning out to be
A massive waste of time because I'm right back here
In that deep dark hole wish I could disappear
How hard do I have to try this year
To make it clear
It's so hard sometimes
To make it clear
It's so hard sometimes
To make it clear
It's so hard
How hard do I have to try
It seems to be whoever I talk to runs from me
Because there's something bout me that others just don't seem to see
But what if that's not it though
What if I just don't fit in
And it's crazy but normal of me to look at others
Wondering if they understand the pain inside me it hurts
As I lay here all alone in my own bed they can't hear
That I am not asleep instead I'm just here wrapped in my tears, because
Honestly, I wish that I could say that I could guarantee
That by May you'll still be here next to me
Typically my self doubt runs throughout my brain you see
And starting over sucks it's turning out to be
A massive waste of time because I'm right back here
In that deep dark hole wish I could disappear
How hard do I have to try this year
To make it clear
It's so hard sometimes
To make it clear
It's so hard sometimes
To make it clear
It's so hard
How hard do I have to try
Honestly, I wish that I could say that I could guarantee
That by May you'll still be here next to me
Typically my self doubt runs throughout my brain you see
You see
Written by: Andrew Whimpey
