Conflicted

I'll be the first put it out in the open

You broke my heart, baby my heart is broken

Three months we ain't speak shit is just hopeless

Pour me up a glass this is how I'm coping

You always say I do too much

And I think you don't do enough

Always wanna be right that pride gon kill ya

Let go of the mask I wanna see the real ya

Four years of love how you move so savage

Can't handle your ways yeah I can't manage

I'm hurting but it kinda feels like a blessing

I didn't get the phonecall so now I got the message

None of these **** better than you

Trusting my gut with shit I can't prove

Why you gotta lose me why you gotta lose

I just wanna move forward but I can't move

Even at our worse I still want you

Not sure what that means but dreams come true

How could you lose me I was such a blessing

You didn't get the phone call so now I sent the message