Sucker

These days I feel so numb

The back of my mind never shuts off

Thinking about the nights when we would

Lay around and watch the stars

There's a heaviness in my chest

That'll never be laid to rest

Long as I'm living, you'll be in my heart

I'm a sucker for fucking up at the worst moment

'Cause I've done that a time or two before

I'm a sucker for letting my guard down just to lose you

I'm always left with wanting more

Is it you, or is it me?

We were never meant to be

I think it's best if you stay long gone

I swear to god, I've been holding on too long

Don't wanna jump on board again for a letdown

(You let me down again)

You wanted so much more than anyone could ever give you

I've played your games before, but not this time

I miss my friends back home

The same ones you hated all this time

I lost myself, I never felt so alone

I'm a sucker for fucking up at the worst moment

'Cause I've done that a time or two before

I'm a sucker for letting my guard down just to lose you

I'm always left with wanting more

Is it you, or is it me?

We were never meant to be

I think it's best if you stay long gone

I swear to god, I've been holding on too long

Don't wanna jump on board again for a letdown

I guess I'm better off dead because you got in my head

Now I'm a victim of no self-control

I did my best to move on, but you keep hanging on

You know you just weren't the one for me

(Is it you, or is it me?)

(We were never meant to be)

I think it's best if you stay long gone

Is it you, or is it me?

We were never meant to be

I think it's best if you stay long gone

I swear to god, I've been holding on too long

Don't wanna jump on board again for a letdown

I'm always left with wanting more