Just For Today

Honestly, I didn't think I'd end up here this time

Or anywhere at all, I'm distant just enough to never fall behind

Picturing the saddest scene of wearing bedsheets

And two pats on the back, "It just takes time"

It's getting late, since when did taking time take all my life?

Mommy

I'm afraid I've been talking to the hotline again

It's stirring

But the ripples always seek out the ones who carry me

I blocked out the month of February for support

At least I have this year, I won't be worrying anyone on tour

As we speak, I'm here to meet devils for tea

Peering 'round the corner of my life

I throw my drink into the faces of my demise

At thirty

Your honey's gonna ask you, "What the hell is wrong with me?"

And finally

An answer from your throat comes crawling and you can proceed