Heavy

I don't got my priorities straight

Don't know who I'm gonna be today

I'm no victim, but I deal with shit on the daily

Something pullin', I can't get away

Never livin' outside of my head

I don't like showin' weakness, so I always fake it

Maybe some day, I will gain composure

Maybe when I'm older, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared

'Cause something feels like it's weighing me down

It takes control, turns my faith into doubt

Even when it's all workin' out

I'm on my feet, then I pull out the ground

So heavy, oh

And when you lay up, damn, I feel needy

I just can't take it if it ain't you who love me when I naked

Fuck all my problems, wish I could show 'em

Don't feel that, don't feel that, don't feel that wavy

I can't get up in the mornin', it's too hard if I even try it

You ain't here to tell me turn my anxiety into excitement

Maybe one day, I will gain composure

Maybe when I'm older, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared

'Cause something feels like it's weighing me down, yeah

It takes control, turns my faith into doubt

Even when it's all workin' out

I'm on my feet, then I pull out the ground

I wanna be light, I wanna be light

Someone help me just feel alive

Is there a potion you got I could take?

I wanna be light, feel like nothing's right

If you got the answers, I swear that I'll listen

I'm ready now, ready now, yeah

Something feels like it's weighing me down, yeah

It takes control, turns my faith into doubt, hey

Even when it's all workin' out, uh

I'm on my feet, then I pull out the ground

So heavy

There's nowhere to run, if there was I'd have been there

You take yourself with you, you can't run from yourself

You can't go down to the neighbor's house

You can't run, you need to confront what's goin' on in your own house

You have to confront it