5 Grand at 8 to 1

Ain't nobody fucking with me like they used to

Open seat in the coupe so I scooped you

I get caught up in my thoughts and I can't think right

Caught up in a nightmare so I don't sleep right

I just want them to treat me like they used to

I just want something real that I'm used to

I just want them to treat me like they

I just want something real that I'm, yeah-yeah

Went from no one to someone, at least I thought so

Stuck up in a bad dream, watching front row

People warning me that everything is gonna change

Never thought that it would be in the worst way

Life going up and going down at the same time

Suicidal thoughts creeping up in my mind

Drug dealer, pocket reaping the benefits

Only thing I fucking had to get me through this shit

I been stripped of all I had, man

Lost relations with my dad, damn

Lost relations with the fam, damn

Lost touch of who I am, sad

I'm out seeking peace like I'm seeking air to breathe

Pray to a god that I never thought I would believe

Grant me serenity for all the things I cannot change

Wisdom to know that what I can ain't the same

Ain't nobody fucking with me like they used to

Open seat in the coupe so I scooped you

I get caught up in my thoughts and I can't think right

Caught up in a nightmare so I don't sleep right

I just want them to treat me like they used to

I just want something real that I'm used to

I just want them to treat me like

I just want something real that I'm, yeah

All my life, I been waiting till the time right

Waiting for that shade of light to make me shine bright

Day turn to night, yeah, weeks turn to months

Wishing I could press that pause button just once

Hiding in the back, tryna catch up to the front

Everything I lack, I'll make up for it when I stunt

More bitches, more money, more drugs, more honeys

More stuff, the more I want it, more I feel I'm fucking stuck

(I get by) Going through the motions

Fucking barely even growing

(I get high) Hiding all of my emotions

Never change, I'm stuck, posted

(I get by) What a lame excuse to keep doing what I do

(I get high) Wasting my shine and that's the fucking truth