Pneumonia

You could say I'm lost Standing 3,000 feet below I couldn't stay anymore The devil's calling and I must go I feel like I'm drowning Like I'll never get out alive I feel you're a mountain I kill myself to climb It could tear me apart I've got to see what's on the other side I know it breaks your heart The devil's calling and I must go I feel like I'm drowning Like I'll never get out alive I feel you're a mountain I kill myself to climb I am a fucking nightmare I keep myself awake No one can even help me Every prayer is fake You can say I'm lost You can say I'm lost Every bloodline has its own start Every bloodline has its own start God Dig 'til there's nothing I'll keep on climbing Until I'm skin and bones Fade into new light Blur back to old lives Release me from all fear As I drift to the brightest black Weightless Lifeless Endless No way back