Guarded

I choose to be alone

Cause I’m the only one that i trust

And I be, looking for love but they just looking for lust

It’s a must that i just fuckin keep my guard up

And focus on my baby boy forever put my heart up

Cause how im pose to

Find somebody when anyone will come with me

Just for, a lil fame and to try to ride in a Bentley

I be flying this baddie to see me up in my city

I don’t trust a soul but I knew her before I made a penny

I be stressed as fuck cause every time I meet somebody

They want something from me like they don’t know how to treat somebody

They just wanna be somebody

Guess im just a meal ticket

Use to gullible so I guess I gotta deal with it

**** said he love me had me fallin from the skylines

**** got no guidelines

Lying just to buy me

Damn, just from seeing that I got it bigger?

Never met my son but claiming roles to be a father figure?

This why I protect my boy

Nobody even met my boy

Cause he needs some stability

I never will regret my boy

No matter im single a mom

And this is just the way it goes

I wanted him and whoever love me just gotta love us both

Cause, I will never ever settle for shit

I use to be like hella weak and I would level for shit

My brain was medaling shit

Cause I was always in pitty

I never ever felt pretty

Nobody ever stayed with me

If I didn’t have the cars and the money

Would you even really want me for real?

If I ain’t have all the million people watching

And I didn’t take you shopping for heels

And to fellas if i lost all I had

Would you still think I was bad to forreal?

If I wasnt poppin tags but putting groceries in bags

Would you love me for real?

Yea, I gave my all to people and they shitted on my heart

They be loving on me in person but hating when we apart

And I, I keep my distance cause I don’t know where to start

And every time I get to close to somebody they up and depart

So I just, count all money I stay on my antisocial

Don’t come to me like I know you

Entitled but I don’t owe you

And, my father reached out but **** I do not know you

You askin why I don’t help you

You actin like I’m suppose to

I ghost you because you did it to me

Yea, and you come back and try spit it to me

Damn, you broke my heart before like any man could

But it’s ok cause ima always be good

I gave my mother fuckin heart to a bitch but she stepped on it

Gave my heart to a **** and he just fuckin flexed on it

Sexed on it

Don’t ask me why Im fuckin heartless

And guarded

And feel like a target

Cause, I beg your pardon?

If I didn’t have the cars and the money

Would you even really want me for real?

If I ain’t have all the million people watching

And I didn’t take you shopping for heels

And to fellas if i lost all I had

Would you still think I was bad to forreal?

If I wasnt poppin tags but putting groceries in bags

Would you love me for real

If I didn’t have the cars and the money

Would you even really want me for real?

If I ain’t have all the million people watching

And I didn’t take you shopping for heels

And to fellas if i lost all I had

Would you still think I was bad to forreal?

If I wasnt poppin tags but putting groceries in bags

Would you love me for real