Ooh-ooh

Ooh

I won't die if they put me in a casket

I'll be fine 'cause you know I'm always on my own

I'ma try just to get out what I'm trapped in

But my head goes on and it's all I ever know

And it's always so hard for me to put myself first

Can't let nobody take away anything that I deserve

So I'm tryin'

I've got drive, but I've been feeling carsick

Hard to get a spotlight when you're in the darkness

Can't let it show, so I gotta stay heartless

Can't trust anyone when they all want this

Swear I'm always in a dark place

And you know it's hard to breathe when I drown again

And I always think about the worst case

Scared to fall beyond, always on my mind

And you know that I've been down too much

Dark thoughts in my head won't win

But you know that I've been lost again

I've been wondering, will this ever get easier?

Will this ever get

Will this ever get easier?

Will this ever get

Will this ever get

I've been wondering, will this ever get easier?

When it hurts, I've been lyin', sayin' I'm fine

Don't wanna be a burden, but I think I'm losin' my mind

Sometimes it feels like I'm giving up

And when the stress piles up, I think I've had enough

And I can't live with half the things I've done

I just wanna find help and peace so much, but life goes on

And you know that I've been down too much

Dark thoughts in my head won't win

But you know that I've been lost again

I've been wondering, will this ever get easier?

Will this ever get

Will this ever get easier?

Will this ever get

But you know that I've been lost again

I've been wondering, will this ever get easier?

(Will this ever get easier?)

(Will this ever get easier?)