Inside (feat. Cynthia Erivo)

I'm feelin' depressed, I'm feelin' like less

Like I'm not my best

Anxiety got me, I'm stressed

I see my name in the press

I feel the weight of the world on my chest

I feel the weight of the world on my heart

And the pain that I feel is tearin' me apart

Feel like I just can't escape from the dark

But I'm doin' my part

Scared I'ma drop from the top and the money gon' stop

And I'm scared I'm gonna die

Scared I'ma be the one to do it too

Fuck that, don't let them ruin you

All of these thoughts are inside of my mind

While I'm on stage tryna entertain you

But they want what they want, how they want it

And that shit just drains you

2018 in Pittsburgh

When I slit my wrists but I don't deserve that

So I persevere

And I face the fear

Even when they discredit my career

Logic be smiling, ear to ear

But on the inside

On the inside

On the inside

Oh, on the inside

On the inside, feels like the tears are flowin'

I should've stuck to the rivers and the lakes I was used to

'Cause now it's waterfalls

And I'm drowning on the inside

So I smile

Even though I'm achin'

Wanna give up every minute every hour

That I've lived through

Yet I keep holding on

Can't call this feelin' on the inside, inside

Inside

On the inside

On the inside

On the inside

On the inside, inside

On the inside