Nightmare (Apple Music Home Session)

On the train again to somewhere

Between my home and what I'm looking for

I'm getting restless, drop my shit down

On the floor in number 64

I'm at the function, I can't function

A rollercoaster on the bathroom floor

It's getting late out, I should check out

The morning's only gonna ask for more

And I wish I could tell you that I'm taking it back

But I couldn't hold another panic attack

You tell me I'm wrong but then you're giving me nothing

Yeah, you're giving me nothing and then holding me back

Breaking my fist again the wall, trying to make your castle fall

'Cause you're giving me nothing, yeah, you're giving me nothing

Yeah, you're giving me nothing

I'm in a nightmare but I didn't fall asleep

I'm on the roof of the fucking hotel

Just so they can hear me speak

Feels like I'm running around

But I'm wasting my time

'Cause my legs are so damn weak

I'm in a nightmare but I didn't fall asleep

I didn't fall asleep

Call it fate or a big mistake

If I don't laugh there's gonna be some tears

Don't get me started, I'll stay guarded

I can't trust someone who's never feared

That they're not right and that's alright

But at least admit it, I can't stand it when they don't

I can't stand it when you don't

And I wish I could tell you that I'm taking it back

But I couldn't hold another panic attack

You tell me I'm wrong but then you're giving me nothing

Yeah, you're giving me nothing and then holding me back

Breaking my fist again the wall, trying to make your castle fall

'Cause you're giving me nothing, yeah, you're giving me nothing

Yeah, you're giving me nothing

I'm in a nightmare but I didn't fall asleep

I'm on the roof of the fucking hotel

Just so they can hear me speak

Feels like I'm running around

But I'm wasting my time

'Cause my legs are so damn weak

I'm in a nightmare but I didn't fall asleep

I didn't fall asleep