Things I Ignore

I wish that I wasn't on such a tight budget

If I could afford therapy

I think it would be healthy for me

It's been a couple months now since I moved your shit out

I thought about burning your things

I guess that says alot about me

I wish I was paid by the hour

For every minute I gave up for you

Maybe I should take a long shower

Give myself some time to think it through

But it's overdue

Been here before

Bills and other things I ignore

I just watched the phone ring

'Cause I didn't have the energy to cancel again

I should just be honest with my friends

I can close the curtains

Blame you for my hurting

Make up some bullshit excuses

But we both know that they're useless

I wish I was paid by the hour

For every minute I gave up for you

Maybe I should take a long shower

Give myself some time to think it through

But it's overdue

Been here before

Bills and other things I ignore

My sister had a kid and my brother went mad

I can't bring myself to talk to my dad

I've lost some friends, and I'll lose some more, and my past is knockin at my door

Bills and other things I ignore