Hard to Be Alone

All of the days I look, back

I couldn’t take you home, but I wanted to 

All of the ways you love, slack

Just wanted to call you home 

I needed you to just believe in you and me

Believe it for the long haul, but you don’t 

So I just had to leave, hoping it you would change you

But it won’t

Defeated not broken 

Trying to hold on and

I can see it, still holding, say it’s not the end.

It’s hard, it’s hard

It’s hard to be alone

Missing the days you’d crawl back,

To collect your keys, cuz you forgot again

Dreaming of just one more minute

But the people need their coffee

And I needed you to just believe in me and you

To tell your friends about us, but you don’t.

So I just have to be strong enough to leave you 

Here I go. 

Defeated not broken 

Trying to hold on and  

I can see it, still holding, say it’s not the end

Heart breaking open, 

I will keep going

I can see it, still holding, say it’s not the end

It’s hard, it’s hard

It’s hard to be alone

How long, how long, how long till I am over you

How long, how long, till we can run into each other

How long, how long, how long till I am over you 

How long, how long, till I can be put back together

All of the nights I lost track

I couldn’t shake you off, but I wanted to 

All of the ways your love, slack

Just wanted to call you home