Smile (feat. Glaive)

I've been on the edge for a while

It’s getting hard to breathe, it's getting hard to smile

I don't who I should call or I should dial

I know I need some help, but that’s just as fine, oh

All the shit that goes on inside my head

All the tears that have fallen have been shed

All the times that I've been cut like some thread

I can't describe, but I've been running out of my meds

You say you need me, but push me on to the side

I can't tell if you're telling the truth or telling your lies

I never knew how I should open up, I caved in inside

And nobody better help me, wanna hear my cries

And you said that you got me, but I already know that you don't

I don't need your fuckin’ help, so leave me the fuck alone

I don’t got a lot of friends, I'm used to being alone

I don’t like to go outside, I'm always stayin' at home

Why you always gotta talk, talk, talk, talk, talk?

All I hear is fuckin' blah, blah, blah, blah, blah

I don’t like you, now you're blocked, blocked, blocked, blocked, blocked

You're my friend, no, no, you're not, not, not, not, not

I kinda wanna go out, but I know what might go wrong

I be staring at my feelings, tell the barrel of this gun

And I talk about my feelings, no they always getting shunned

And I'm losing track of time, always feeling so alone

Lately been scared, not leaving the house

And I'm feeling really jealous of the people they around

So I close my eyes and I shut my mouth

It's the funniest shit when it all goes—

That sucks, shit-faced

I tried to be kind, that's a mistake

And they act like we're friends, but it's all fake

I'ma air out the laundry for display

Tell me, do you know my hurt?

You never will until you see your brother on a shirt

But it's okay 'cause I might blow my brains

Fun-funny thing, before I'm seventeen

And I know that you don't notice when I try

I got way too much on my mind

And now I'm asking myself, am I even surprised?

And before I go, please tell me, why?

You say you need me but push me on to the side

I can't tell if you're telling the truth or telling your lies

I never knew how I should open up, I keep it inside

And nobody better help me, wanna hear my cries

And you said that you got me, but I already know that you don't

I don't need your fuckin' help, so leave me the fuck alone

I don't got a lot of friends, I'm used to being alone

I don't like to go outside, I'm always stayin' at home

Why you always gotta talk, talk, talk, talk, talk?

All I hear is fuckin' blah, blah, blah, blah, blah

I don't like you, now you're blocked, blocked, blocked, blocked, blocked

You're my friend, no, no, you're not, not, not, not, not

Why you always gotta talk, talk, talk, talk, talk?

All I hear is fuckin' blah, blah, blah, blah, blah

I don't like you, now you're blocked, blocked, blocked, blocked, blocked

You're my friend, no, no, you're not, not, not, not, not