Sickness

I be dying fuck your living We got different states of mind I be manic I be tripping While you lying bout your life I seen broken fucking bodies, so I sip until they gone Know that better men than you have fucking died for lesser cause I'm in disarray from the misery But I'm hanging on for you ain't missing me I got better days, man I'm in a haze But I popped a lot of amphetamines So I work a lot to forget the pain I'm a workaholic and it ain't phase Mix the alcoholic and some fucking chains And you got a sloth, now we are the same Fuck I'm sick I need a doc I hate these fucking voices in my mind they need to stop Why Do I gotta fight Just to fucking live another day this shit ain't right I don't know what is right Lost my fucking way, I can't tell if this is real Die, lost my will to fight Until I think of all the times I wish I could just see you Life is what you make it That's why I've had better days I load my fucking brain up In attempts to get away 7 deadly sinners I'm the slothboi and you ain't Don't you play Bitch you ain't about the fuck I am, you lame Life is hard they never told us how to make it out alive We just keep on grinding everyday and hopes it will suffice But I'm cold and getting colder Getting fucked up hell is closer Couldnt even see my vision Now I'm working every second of the day Im insane Really work hard till I can't Sippin mud i been fan But now I try to reach my paix I'm addicted to the flipin' makin digits Ain't gon change Feeling vivid keep on thinking Will they Love beyond the grave I'm in disarray from the misery But I'm hanging on for you ain't missing me I got better days, man I'm in a haze But I popped a lot of amphetamines So I work a lot to forget the pain I'm a workaholic and it ain't phase Mix the alcoholic and some fucking chains And you got a sloth, now we are the same Fuck I'm sick I need a doc I hate these fucking voices in my mind they need to stop Why Do I gotta fight Just to fucking live another day this shit ain't right