Diamonds & Coal

I've waited I've waited long enough To get out of this rut This rut I'm drowning I feel it in my gut And I can't swim back up I'm not alive, I'm surrounded by drugs If my therapist could see me, he'd just sigh in disgust I'm gonna gather all my answers I'm just right on the cusp I've got a diamond on my shoulder but I'm stuck in a rough I thought I got out But I dove back in I'm having drinks with the devil Why am I here again I've waited I've waited long enough To get out of this rut This rut I'm drowning I feel it in my gut And I can't swim back up I thought I had this I thought I had this I thought I had this All pieced together I thought I had this I thought I had this I thought I had this All pieced together again I'm having drinks with the devil Why am I here again I've waited I've waited long enough To get out of this rut This rut I'm drowning I feel it in my gut And I can't swim back up I've waited I've waited long enough To get out of this rut This rut