Mad

I meant what I said if only in my head, if only in my bed

But I screamed it to the mirror and I wrote it in a letter

He won't hear it but it really made me feel better

It built up inside

I took it to the grave where most things I would say are laying in a pile, they've been there for a while

I should probably go and sort it out but sometimes I feel like a child

And oh, I know I really could do better for myself

Oh and oh, I know I really could do better

The secrets I hide

Are better left unsaid

They're safer in my head

'Cause I don't wanna start a fire

I feel like all the burning

Might cloud up all the reasoning I had inside for holding on to all these burdens

Oh, I know I really could do better for myself

Oh and oh, I know I really could do better

I got a million things I believe

I really never say anything I think

'Cause I'm scared they'll be mad at me

I'm scared they'll be mad at me

Oh

Oh