For Lucy

For Lucy For Lucy For Lucy You lay on the floor of your new house With the walls you painted dark blue You talk to yourself Never felt so alone I call, you don't pick up the phone He left you for another back in winter Geminis and their ways When you hesitated I stopped trying And I think about it to this day But I write you letters sign them For Lucy I swear to god I'm trying Can't you see There's this space we made up Between us You lay in your bed with the lights on What good is a friend if she's not home And I'm trying to mend it By being relentless I don't know how to act, don't know what to say You got stuck in a dark place when he left And I tried to be there, oh I promised When we were little kids Said we'd give anything But nothings the same So I write you letters sign them For Lucy I swear to god I'm trying Can't you see There's this space we made up Between us And I hold my breathe and whisper For Lucy I called you my sister Then watched you bleed In this space we made up Between us So I'm standing on your doorstep In the floodlights I can see your bloodshot eyes Oh nothings as I planned it Are you alright Are we alright Oh I'm standing on your doorstep With a letter I wrote back when we felt so much better Oh nothings as I planned it But please just read For Lucy For Lucy For Lucy For Lucy