Anhedonia

So many years searching my life Don't let me down I keep letting me down Washing away, craving my time I keep craving more time I keep hiding away Searching for answers Believing the lie Delusional dream Tortured by needs Strengthened by weakness Engraved in the mind Something that frightens And weakens within Anhedonia Thoughts swept away My force-fed existence Creating new life Deliver me now Triggered by pain Corrupting my weakness Engaging new life Something that frightens And weakens within Hide away Can you feel That you are more than you know Something that frightens And weakens within We realize that we don't feel alive Anhedonia (I don't feel alive) Hide away Can you feel That you are more than you know