Fading Away

I'm not ashamed, I'll admit it

Life sucks, don’t blink

You could miss it

Still stuck, overthink my decisions

I just wanna go back home

Just a kid that no one knows

I'm not ashamed, I'll admit it

Life sucks, don’t blink

You could miss it

Still stuck, overthink my decisions

I just wanna go back home

Just a kid that no one knows

Not this

Stuck inside the past

I can’t focus, lost it

Over in a flash

Now it’s hopeless

Toxic

My world’s almost over

It’s changing to grey

I can’t get my closure

I’m fading away

Four years down the drain

Now they came and went

Same sound same face

I'm so sick of it

If this is how it ends

I have no regrets

Tomorrow I'll wake up and I'll just forget

Wait wait wait wait

I don’t wanna go

Please just don't say anything

I don’t like the tone

Moments keep slipping away

Like the metronome

Soon I'll erode and decay

Turn into a ghost

Don’t want the suggestion

All this paranoia can’t be good for my complexion

Easy to destroy a world and build it back in seconds

Got the "in memoriam" in writing without question

Really can’t afford another meaningless obsession

I can’t control

What’s set in stone

I can’t control

What’s set in stone

I'm not ashamed, I'll admit it

Life sucks, don’t blink

You could miss it

Still stuck, overthink my decisions

I just wanna go back home

Just a kid that no one knows

Not this

Stuck inside the past

I can’t focus, lost it

Over in a flash

Now it’s hopeless

Toxic

My world’s almost over

It’s changing to grey

I can’t get my closure

I’m fading away

I still remember the sound of the leaves-

From mid September, warm memories

From the change in weather

So I still listen-

Now all I hear is silence

Lifetimes pass while I hide behind my eyelids

I might crash

Drown it out among the sirens

Nowhere fast

There’s no reason to deny it

No reason to deny it

I'm losing my grip

I came to terms with my world

So I could lose it again

Now I can never return

To how it was back then

And I can still feel the burn

That I would get in my chest

It shouldn’t be a concern

I guess my heart knows best

I’m sick of getting older

Learning names, falling out

Starting over

Now I'm trapped in the ground

Growing colder

Growing colder

I'm not ashamed, I'll admit it

Life sucks, don’t blink

You could miss it

Still stuck, overthink my decisions

I just wanna go back home

Just a kid that no one knows

Not this

Stuck inside the past

I can’t focus, lost it

Over in a flash

Now it’s hopeless

Toxic

My world’s almost over

It’s changing to grey

I can’t get my closure

I’m fading away