Misbehaving

My mind's been misbehaving I've tried my best but it won't do what it's told My mind's been misbehaving Turns out it's got a mind all of its own And it's damaged and wild And runs away like a child So I'll make a decision I don't understand 'Cause I don't know who I am This can't be me This can't be real This can't be how I'm supposed to feel Fucked up my head Fucked up my head I guess you could call that a start Of an endless circle A downward spiral And it's something that's worth saving Even when it feels so far out of control And I'm here hopelessly waiting 'Cause I turn my back for a second and it's gone But I can't set it free It won't come back to me So I'll make a decision I don't understand 'Cause I don't know who I am This can't be me This can't be real This can't be how I'm supposed to feel Fucked up my head Fucked up my head I guess you could call that a start Of an endless circle A downward spiral There is nothing sleeping under my bed There is nothing sleeping under my bed It's all in my head It's all in my head My mind's been misbehaving I turn my back for a second and it's gone