Was just talking to broski like

Telling him like you gotta stay solid through all this like

I know them L's be eating you alive like yeah

It be hard yeah but you just gotta dust it off

You gotta remain solid like we working

Lets get it

Tryna get rich off this pain don't wanna go out with a bang

This edition I got is old always been standing in the rain

I been staying out the way bro told me go hop on a plane

Need to network anyway I got some followers to gain

I be looking for understanding I'm someone that y'all won't get a lot

Knew that I was solid it was hard for me to get they not

They'll kill you for that meal that's if they feel you got a bigger pot

Supporters stopped supporting wondering did they forget I'm hot

I got some scars that ain't heal yet maybe it ain't time for me to heal

Why I'm still in the trenches? maybe it's not time to sign a deal

Since Aunt Neet had labeled me a star I gotta shine for real

Listening to still me and John they both been on my mind for real

Like what made Aunt NiNi leave?

Prayed John make it believed why he ain't breathe off that machine?

We was twelve talking bout how we gone turn up when we teens

This gone be six years since you been gone I'm bout to turn 18

I been feeling indisposed I won't fold I'm getting pass

Told them rappers that I got a load of verses but they trash

I been sick no corona folks around me wore a mask

Work till we free no one can own us I bossed up to have a blast

I got plans for being rich I know one day I'll talk to Ross

Something up with how I'm working I be on and I be off

It's like since I felt what hurt is I been found and I been lost

I know things will get better in time I gotta dust it off

Ima beast and ima soldier

I won't stop if it get slower

Moms got faith I gotta show her

Heart got weight and it got colder

Bro was just laughing with me never thought I'll see him on poster

Broski went from class work to gun charges in his folder

From the mud don't care for buzz I just really need some light here

Sad with how Black went out got me wishing you was right here

Tried to dream of heaven once but earth gave me a nightmare

Death been coming way too often I got way too numb to wipe tears

Yeah yeah yeah

For real tho like you just gotta stay solid tho

Just gotta stay locked in

You gone find the success you find gone find whatever you chasing

You just gotta stay locked tho you can't give up

You gotta keep pushing