Sanguine in Blue (Demo)

Three years ago the one that I remember

I felt it in my chest, in my center

I said I wouldn't but it melts through me

I fall again absentmindedly

I forbear so I don't force it

I needed to go away so that I could come back

Show you how I've changed

All the pieces of the past

Don't wanna keep secrets anymore

So I wait to say I love you until you're out the door

Your presence pulls me through

I'm trying to hold onto it but I always lose

Lay myself down flat

So you can't see through all of the cracks

We contrast, me and you

Half and half, you're sanguine in blue

I still hesitate dotting my i's

If you see through, I apologize

I just wanna be capable as you

Don't know where to start but verisimilitude

I forget how you said it

I gave it all away and I took it right back

Now I wanna stay, give you everything I have

Don't wanna keep secrets anymore

So I wait to say I love you until you're out the door

Your presence pulls me through

I'm trying to hold onto it but I always lose

Lay myself down flat

So you can't see through all of the cracks

We contrast, me and you

Half and half, you're sanguine in blue

Just wanna see

Inside your mind

Leave the door open but don't let me inside

Leave the door open but don't let me inside

Leave the door open but don't let me inside

Open the door

So I can say it to your face

And see you for a change

The things that I remember

All the details of your life

How your hair looks in the light

The things you said

The way I think about them

Before I go to bed

I went away again and I haven't come back

Now I've really changed

But I won't forget the past

Don't have to keep secrets anymore

So I wait to say I love you till I'm out the door

So now I'll say I love you cause I'm out the door