Everything I Got

I couldn't believe my eyes that night I couldn't believe what I heard Watching you walkin' down Broadway Without even saying a word But this ain't nothing new We've been through this drill before Smashin' dishes in the kitchen And slammin' our bedroom door And all the time we've been together Most of that time was good You never got what you wanted And I knew you never would I wander the graveyards of my mind Searching for something true With each step I realize That I'm not the man for you You've given everything you could But I can't be something I'm not And what you're gettin' baby isn't enough I've given it everything that I've got I told you just how hard it would be And how hard it'd be on you 'Cause I only know how to destroy Things so rare and true I take no pride in all these feelings No pride in these feelings at all Addictions, affl ictions and contradictions Are bound to make a good man fall It's the way I've been taught to think I chase things I don't even want I stay up all night and drink I wander the graveyards of my mind Searching for something to pull us through With each gravestone I realize That I'm not the man for you You've given everything you could But I can't be something I'm not And what you're getting baby isn't enough I've given it everything I got I don't know why I do half the things I do Or say half the things that I say All you wanted was a love so true But you found a man to paint your blue skies gray It's hard for me to put it into words It's hard for me to communicate I have all these feelings that I feel But when they come out, they disintegrate I wander 'round the graveyards of my mind Searching for something new With each step I realize That I'm not the man for you You've given everything you could But I can't be something I'm not What you're getting baby isn't enough But I've given it everything I've got What you're getting baby isn't enough We've given it everything we got I wander round the graveyard of my mind For something true With each gravestone I realize I'm not the man for you You've given everything to me But I can't be something I'm not What you're getting baby isn't enough I've given it everything I've got