Head Above

Pack all my things, it's time to go

Filling my car with everything

Leaving to stop the bleeding

Calling my dad, I'm coming home, home

I said goodbye at seventeen

How could it ever be the same?

Four hours to feel and then forget

I promised I'd never cry again

My legs start the motion while my head is in the ocean

Ash rolls off the hillside and I loathe the gift of hindsight

What did you think would happen? You turned my fear into a weapon

How did you see this ending? It isn't love if you're pretending

You can say it in the morning

I can't sleep but this is getting boring

I don't have to listen to this

Unless you are gonna tell me sorry

My legs start the motion while my head is in the ocean

Ash rolls off the hillside and I loathe the gift of hindsight

What did you think would happen? You turned my fear into a weapon

How did you see this ending? It isn't love if you're pretending

I can see that it's changing me

To something I don't wanna be

So I'm leaving

My legs start the motion, my head is in the ocean

I felt this before, why can't I control my emotions?

What did you think would happen? You turned my fear into a weapon

How did you see this ending? It isn't love if you're pretending

I can see this getting better when I'm older

And I still love you if you ask me

And it's been years since I knew what that means