Too Close

Times changed now my mind frames different Can't spread love if the message ain't uplifting Life taught me a lot learned from my ass whippings Coulda chose the block but i knew that my path was different A lot of shit wasn't adding up you know my math was different Life in the hood it made my passion different Ignorance was not bliss I shoulda started a business I shoulda been more healthy and focused on my fitness Despite all the hate I decide my fate Tryna fill my safe with blue strips and gold plates Tryna put the Chevy on some gold Daytons I'm old school with it I don't care for the blades Carpe diem I'm tryna seize the day Stuck in the same place i can't relate Upgraded my life what a wonderful place I was close to the edge then I about faced I was close I was close to the edge Stuck in my head Stuck in my bed Inside I was dead Live in your truth they can fit your shoes Niggaz ain't ain't slick I never played the fool They think you outta pocket when you lose your cool But I rather chunk the deuce and keep it on the move I'm loyal to a fault but it ain't my fault You would be in awe from the shit I saw I never judge nobody by they flaws I judge the people that don't accept they flawed Lately I ain't been texting I'm rejecting calls I got my own problems I can't help with y'all's I'm way to emotional I get too involved I got my own problems I can't seem to solve I found a better way to keep my peace at bay Everyday I pray that it don't cast away Upgraded my life what a wonderful place I was close to the edge then I about faced I was close I was close to the edge Stuck in my head Stuck in my bed Inside I was dead