(New era)
I couldn't stay in one place (Insecure)
Not even if I tried
I'm running from the truth
But I'm also hiding in plain sight
For a world of color (Triumphant)
I've seen too much grey
I want much more
And I've seen a lot for my age
Maybe that makes me greedy (Allies)
Or maybe it makes me a dreamer
Is it so wrong to aspire?
Who decides if I'm a sinner or a leader?
But see no one understands (Breathtaking)
No one understands the meaning of life
If I am not content
Am I really living it right?
But happiness (Mesmerized)
I guess it's not a sustainable goal
Because death exists
It stays in my head discomforting my soul
And it's exhausting (17 going on 18)
When it's the one thing I don't wanna think about
But I can't suppress it
Avoiding will only bring me down
I'm learning to accept (Infinite)
My reality is based on my mindset
I could be wrong
Maybe I'm dissecting something I shouldn't dissect
I'm too busy thinking about the moment (Star)
Rather than living in the moment
If overthinking was a competition
I'd be an unbeatable opponent
Existence is a river (Liar)
One that you never asked to be on
But you can't stop the flow
So you have to keep swimming along
I guess until you're gone
I believe that life is not a game (World of no pleasing)
But rather a lucid dream
It's not about what happens to you
But what you decide it will be
(World of color)
