All You Will Remember

I know the end awaits I'll be gone long before it Please know this isn't me You know this isn't me Words turn to bile Disgust lingers on my tongue As I barely keep down Your saccharine poison This is not my home This is not a place I know I will traipse through mud and murk And escape to where? Someday, I will forget everything And it's all you will remember We disappear into a fog that just won't seem to clear This isn't me, this isn't me Thoughts come to me like whispers and then they vanish just the same Facеs I've known and loved replacеd by masks of shame If I could tell you one thing through this heavy sunken mist It would be that I'm gone, I no longer exist But the words are lost on me, they sound, but I don't hear They disappear into a fog that just won't seem to clear I'd do anything to prevent what I'm putting you through But I don't know who you are or who I am to you I never thought that the letters of your name would now escape me Or that I'd ever gaze upon my child, a stranger I promise I won't forget you I promise I won't forget I promise I won't I promise I