I swear to god I saw that man walking beside of me

A few blocks behind me, this mind sitting inside of me

Is twisting, confusion is a bastard

Get a headache from the stirrup, mixing my brain like gumbo

I feel like dumbo, I got big ears

I hear what everybody say

And what everybody say

Is just a waste of breath

Similar to that escaping bodies after death

Heart murmurs, Mimic my heartbeat

Slowing steady, feelin ready, for the shallow

They say that if you die you feel submerged in black water,

icy pricked on you skin

I just hope that it don't boil from my sins

Like all the pressure that I'm feeling from my family

To become the best, and allow nobody to challenge me

But what if I wanna, stop, and turn my back on victory

Because my ego doesn't have the capacity for that dickery

I wanna be good because I need to be better

Than the father that I'll never see

And it just won't dissipate

The cloudy fog on my windows, always feeling the same

I'm monotone cause I don't have the will to sound another way

No matter who I talk to, I'm bounded to this chain

Maybe I'll find another happiness inside the rain

It gives you life, just so you can suffer one more day

And I know whatever happens, I'll always feel the same

The wii, I loved when we used to play that game