Always thought I'd end my life prematurely

But ever since we've met, I've been reconsidering

I never wanted to live

Thought I'd only find peace in my head with a bullet through it

Now I never want to die

I'm still struggling to stay alive but I don't wanna leave your side

I never believed in any deity

If there's a god, I find him undeserving

But I have faith in you

I never wanted to live

Thought I'd only find peace in my head with a bullet through it

Now I never want to die

I'm still struggling to stay alive but I don't wanna leave your side

I never wanted to live

Thought I'd never, never find peace in my head

And now I never want to die

I'm still struggling, struggling to stay alive