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What's it like

Under your starless sky?

I used to ask you without asking

Just to make myself feel alright

I want a word with you

But I'm feeling shy of truths

Like you haven't felt at home in your body

For a year or two

You look so small

Sitting in my kitchen, but I wonder where you are

You look so young

Like you don't know how to be loved

Driving home

And thinking in winter tones

Don't find the words to fill this silence

It sounds so good on its own

We are eye to eye

With future, a friend of mine

Inside the mouths of our children

Words we will never find

I feel so small

Sitting in my kitchen crying to my mom

I feel so young

Like I don't know how to be someone

I feel so small

When you are in my dream, I wake up alone

I feel so young and so wrong