Grow Up/Keep It On Speaker

(David, wake up) No, no, no, no, no No, no, no (Chase Davis on the beat) I missed two, three graduations of my kids, they begged me to come Greet my daddy and all of his Muslim brothers, I be like "Salam" My family get on the book like they ain't shit, I just don't respond After school, parents they told me "Naw" like that shit cost a, uh My people stealin' TV's, coppin' radios to get a nod Catch me, they gon' kill me mama, reason, I can't get a job Opps play with my name but in real life that shit gon' cost a dub Ashes from the swisher burned the carpet, I had to toss the rug My mind was goin' crazy, I couldn't eat, but that's the cost of love Fantasizing about a million cash, that shit gon' turn me up Lean was takin' over a nigga life, I had to burn the cup Even though I gave you my life savings, feel like I ain't doin' enough I wanted to run the streets when I grow up (when I grow up) I wanted to be like Meech when I grow up (when I grow up) I wanted to be a millionaire when I grow up (when I grow up) I wanted to fuck all the bad hoes when I grow up (when I grow up) I was movin' like a lil' child, I had to grow up And I be takin' all these drugs until I throw up I had to grow up, I had to grow up (grow up) Police pulled me over 'cause I'm dark-skinned She lied about her job but she bartend A hundred thousand smile just for my porcelain (will a fool) Talkin' 'bout these drugs, before they barge in Every prison, they come with a bail Hundred pounds and they come with a smell Before sex, I'ma offer a pill Niggas die when they jump in the field I told Booka "I'll die for the real" When she come into town, I see her In the trenches that shit gettin' weird All these rumors, they hurtin' my ears Of the drink, I'm not fuckin' with beer And that pussy get wetter as piers Feel like Kodak, I'm dyin' to live I got a model that's down to chill Off the drugs, I'm fightin' my fears At the morgue, I'm wipin' the tears It's too serious, you shoppin' at sears Fast car, I can't steer I got diamonds in my ear Sometimes, I can't hear Lam' truck, this not a Kia All the cougars act like they Madea Miss my granny, I'm dyin' to see her And my bitch, they be dyin' to build Wipin' tears from Tooda and Tania Call 'em sisters, they callin' us cheaters Been to prison, I'm duckin' them people Paranoia, I walk with a beeper Know a killer, they call him a reaper When they call me, I keep it on speaker Do a deal, I kick it with eaters When you text me, I don't even read 'em I'm of Addys, I don't even need 'em Say he love me, I don't even believe him Fast car, I can't steer I got diamonds in my ear Sometimes, I can't hear