i wanna say

It's getting kinda hard to answer Simple questions like "are you okay?" Getting kinda bored with detachment But I wouldn't have it any other way Wanna know the reason I'm like this Wouldn't it be nice if I could just say Made it pretty clear I don't want to But I'm sure you're gonna ask anyway I'm gonna practice every day Sounding out the word "okay" (okay...) Answering questions in cliché Just because I wanna say "I'm just fine" I wanna say "I'm all good" I wanna say "I'm doing great" I wanna keep a straight face while I lie to your face Wish I could say "I'm just fine" I wish I could say "I'm all good" I wish I could say "I'm doing great" Wish I could keep a straight face while I lie to your face While I lie to you It's not that hard to understand My honesty is not our friend You think you want it on demand Okay, try this Lately, I've been thinking maybe Singing this is crazy Shutting off is safety Days have been a hazy Version of themselves I would say more, but you're somewhere else So fuck it I'm gonna practice every day Sounding out the word "okay" (okay...) Answering questions in cliché (Smiling as I pull away) Just because I wanna say "I'm just fine" I wanna say "I'm all good" I wanna say "I'm doing great" I wanna keep a straight face while I lie to your face Wish I could say "I'm just fine" I wish I could say "I'm all good" I wish I could say "I'm doing great" Wish I could keep a straight face while I lie to your face While I lie to you I wanna say "I'm doing great" And as far as you can see, I'm talking straight And there's nothing here to hide I'm finally able to overcome this cloud that I've been under What's that? No, I'm not crying, you're crying Shut up, yea whatever I wanna say I'm