Stanley (RIP)

Sometimes I find myself still wanting to feel how I felt

When you held me close after we found the dead animal under the house

I would spend nights hoping for earthquakes to shake you awake

Just so you could tell me that I was safe

Funny, when they said I was dying

I had suspicions you were crying only for yourself

Funny how I pretended for so long

That you were somebody else

Little squirrel, little squirrel

Sometimes I find myself still wanting to feel how I felt

Back when I pretended to believe in your lies

Little squirrel, little squirrel

Little squirrel, little squirrel