I get stressed out and smoke Newports in the backyard

I know that yes life is too short but it's so hard

I've been in love, only once was the real thing

I don't know why theres so much pain in healing

People I hold close linking with my ghosts

Don't know what hurts more

Don't know what hurts most

All that I knew turned out to be untrue

All lies

Will I swim or sink again

Will I swim or sink again